it sucks you cant talk to who you want to talk to. but you still want to talk about what matters to you. slowly the people you enjoy talking to about what you feel matters the most fade into fewer number. this happens untill the only thing you can talk to is your journal. wich is why i write in it so much.
i had a conversation with sara about life in general and how i want to live it and religion and somewhere and i felt comfort for the smallest moment sitting in the corner of that resturant. i hope when she was telling me about the things that matter to her, her religion and litrature and releationships i hope she felt that small comfort also. at least i can still give that. in a way i just want my art to be that very moment.
that moment of comfort we rarely find.
i never changed my thoughts.
only my actions.
i am sorry and goodbye.
To tell the truth. My main reason for moving to atlanta was to find and start a releationship andf second was always art. But I think now I might just go to live. Focus on my art and if love comes it will come. But I think I have my priorities all fucked up.
Anyway I should be moving reallllly soon.
So dont expect lots of updates or anything. I have a feeling its going to be a while before we get the internet. But when I do update it will be well worth it I hope.
Anyway Im off to listen to music and draw some creative stuff Hopefully.
hey
